shealpha1

 A voice inside my head. ”Attention! Attention!” It yells to anyone that will listen. It’s a numbing, dumping, attention whore That I hate when it yells, “Attention! Attention!” ”SHUT UP!” I scream at it. Over and over again Hoping that it will stop. But it only made it angry and it gets louder, ”ATTENTION! ATTENTION! Listen to me!” Holding my head wanting to scream, to shout Anything to make it stop. ”Leave me alone!” I say to it, that thing inside my head, but it doesn’t stop. It gets louder instead, ”ATTENTION! ATTENTION! I WANT ATTENTION!!” … A ch

Yes, although it is a bit choppy or as of a child at the moment. I feel it coming back to me; my speech. In the way i talk years ago or as you would say long before coming here. Silly man, you haven't seen the great and beautiful things that you have yet to discover of me. You've so far seen my passion of love and care, but my boldness and prosperity of all life. Patience is not at your favour, i am afraid. If only you were. For I am but a mortal. A slow one at that, but beautiful as a fair maiden can be. Smart in her own mind and wise too. Please be kind to her, speak of good and humble words of love and cherish. For you know as i that she i

I write to show how I feel And i always pour my heart out to it. When I write a poem Don't take it lightly. Because what write comes from inside me. I love to draw Yes, but what I want to express Sometimes can never show it in one picture. I don't write to write. I write because I'm opening a door for you I want you to see how I feel What I see So please When i write don’t take it lightly.

My love for you is endless, many know this. yet most will try to end it, I will keep it. there will be so much temptations, but when together they seem to disappear. if I can find the right words to describe my feelings for you, this will be to long. Its been two years, my love and my feelings for you just kept growing. i love you, Carino and i always will.